It's been a while since I checked in here. I've slipped in terms of watching porn again numerous times since my last post, but I have managed to do it a little less frequently, so I guess that's something.
For some reason, I also decided to book a session with a prostitute. Those high-class girls I referred to earlier. Just couldn't stay away from their website and spent a few hours looking through all the options. Finally decided on an absolutely stunning looking Indian lady with a really fit body. I booked a session for this afternoon (this was late last week) and have been fantasizing about it ever since.
This morning I managed to stop myself though. I really don't want to cheat on my GF anymore. It's so freakin senseless. I cancelled the session with the escort and decided to check in here for a change. On the one hand I'm proud that I managed to stop myself, on the other hand, if I look at the last couple of weeks overall I've got to be disappointed. I just haven't stuck to my resolution. Gotta try harder.
I love my girlfriend, I'm not going to do this to her anymore. Gotta remember that.
Gotta remember that always.
Every day.
Remember it.
You love her. She deserves better than a cheating, lying, pervert. You deserve better than that too.
Remember it.
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