I've had a good few days. Managed to steer clear of porn. It's always easier over weekends though as I'm with my girlfriend most of the time. And I guess I don't need excuses to procrastinate when I'm not working.
It's summer here and one thing that frustrates me a bit about this is that my girlfriend doesn't wear anything sexy. No tank tops, no summer dresses, no tight stuff. She's a strictly jeans & t-shirt kind of gal. And I'm not talking skin tight jeans and tight stretch t-shirts either. Last night we went out for dinner and her sister joined us. Sis is wearing a lovely summer dress. Nothing particularly sexy, but because it's something I'm deprived of, I'm now fantasizing about her. I tried to keep my mind of it, but man it's tough.
And to make matters worse the whole square that the restaurant looks out over is packed with, I'm guessing, 8 out of 10 women there wearing something sexy that the GF would never. I've spoken to her about this in past. Made sure she knows what I like and that I think she would look really nice in, but it just doesn't seem to interest her at all.
She used to wear sexy tight tops when we started dating and the first few years we were together, but over time she's completely stopped doing this. I really don't understand it. Because I always told her that I liked it and that she looked good. She also hasn't gained weight or anything. She still looks fine. Her boobs are lovely and perky and since they're on the small side, the loose-fitting stuff that she prefers nowadays just seem to hide them altogether. I don't want to push her too hard on this, because after all it's her choice. But it does bug me sometimes. I wish she could just dress up a bit every now and then.
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